by bodigami » Tue 29 Apr 2008, 16:39:30
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('btu2012', 'Z')ensui, you talked about pain and psychiatric experiences.
What makes you think that what you are experiencing now isn't similar in function but more "refined" ?
Maybe there is something that your ego doesn't want to see, because it would threaten its existence.
Btu
PS: This isn't a contest about who is more enlightened. Drop this enlightenment charade, you'll feel more natural.

actually, it has being more than a year after I started a prescription of psychiatric drugs... which I don't agree, basically I'm being forced into this (it is a prescription for ~2 years or something worst, but I will not give more information). On another context, I will have received help to complete a kundalini awakening. This is part of why I don't trust even my family.
However, for months I've had only "dry" ("theravada" jhanna meditation) mystic experiences, which can be described easily with just psychology and energy. It doesn't include hallucinations or "trips".
About Nirvana, it's not a charade and for the Nth time: I've not claimed being a buddha just being an anagami. The Path to Nirvana is the one I chosed for this life, this is not a contest of bullshiters, and it's getting offensive (charade, contest, converting, ...).