by PenultimateManStanding » Sat 26 Feb 2005, 02:19:57
Nevermind that last post. I was peeved at all the Christian bashers. Just because you find their beliefs quaint doesn't mean you should mock them. Live and let live. Now, I had a terrific dream last night I would like to share, and this seems to prove Freud wrong on the question of wish-fulfillment being present in all dreams. Perhaps he was only being dogmatic on this point for strategic reasons and knew for himself that it wasn't exactly true. There is evidence to support this idea. Anyway, the dream: first, some background stuff, Mitragyna speciosa aka Kratom, is a tree that grows in Malaysia and Thailand. A tea made of it acts as a mild narcotic and it has been used to cure addictions to opium and alcohol. It produces a feeling of mildly orgasmic tranquility. You can get it legally through the internet. It has a peculiar side effect of causing tickling sensations on the skin. My dream: an order of Kratom came to me in the mail. The box was broken and the bag inside was opened and the leaf spilled and there wasn't as much as there should have been. I was holding the loose spilled shredded leaf in my hand. That's it - that was the dream. I remembered it clearly and thought about it while getting ready for work, having coffee, etc. I was driving on the freeway when I realized what it meant. I used Freud's dictum that it must be a wish fulfillment of some sort but I was puzzled because I was angry in the dream that I had lost some of the Kratom and was planning to call the distributer to make up the difference. So how could it be a wish fulfillment? Then, to my amusement I realized what it was about. The key was in trying to remember what had happenend the day before that night's dream. Usually dreams take their themes from something that happened the day before. Well, I had been substituting a High School senior English class. There had been a cute voluptuous girl in the front row who seemed to like the way I talked. She came to talk to me, asked me my zodiac sign and read my horoscope for me. Now I acted with professionalism of course, but an impression was made on my poor male psyche only to crop up in my dreams. The broken into box was her vagina, and the kratom leaf was her pubic hair in my hands. How is this not a wish fulfillment? The dominant theme of the dream was that I had been shortchanged, I didn't get all the leaf I had sent for. That of couse was the reality of the situation I had experienced in class that day. So rather than being a wish fulfilled, it was actually a reflection upon the reality of wishes denied. My dream was an attempt to reconcile me to reality rather than a wish fulfillment. In other words, perhaps young people have only wish fulfillment dreams, but older people make other uses of their dreams. Note that Freud insists that id impulses rule in dreams and that the reality principle is a part of our waking rational minds. My dream would seem to suggest that the rational reality principle can extend into night dreams.