by threadbear » Sun 14 Oct 2007, 13:14:21
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('zensui', 'T')hrough meditation I've developed an almost steady serene state... with sudden burst of pure happyness and absortion --snip-- hehe, is that kind of the reply you were expecting?
People spend far too much time searching within. It can be a trap, a one way cul de sac of self reinforcing delusion. It can also be the road to atomization, alienation and self rejection from the tribe. Rudolph Steiner had some interesting things to say about why further detachment, through a life devoted to meditation, can be harmful for Westerners.
We come from a culture that is devoted to self. Oriental philsophies and super focus on meditation, which try to restore a necessary sense of self and serenity, aren't always appropriate for Westerners. We should be spending more time enhancing our ties to those around us, building real communities, becoming politically, intellectually, and emotionally articulate.
I WAS a big meditator several decades ago, and quit, never to return, because the world became just perfect for me. I was an untouchable behind bullet proof glass. Utterly detached and completely nonjudgmental. Not bad as a relaxation exercise, but it took over and creeped me out. I wasn't becoming more peaceful and loving, I was becoming autistic. I had WORK to do and meditating wasn't helping.
I'm speaking from my own experience here. I don't think life should actually be a quest for happiness and feelings of peace. It should be an education and a quest for compassion. Some of the most detached people I know, think they're loving when they really just couldn't give a sh**.