by Ibon » Wed 17 Nov 2010, 17:22:18
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('davep', 'I')bon, I think it's difficult not to over-examine the topic initially. To get through the quasi-kubler-ross stages takes time and a lot of reflection and research.
But, you have to reach a point of internal equilibrium at some point. Maybe you're just in need of a hobby/pastime when back home?
Thanks for those comments. This is going to be one of those rare moments when I will bare my soul here.
Isn't what we are all doing here on this forum a hobby and pastime in order for us to reach this internal equilibrium?
Aren't we all here discussing this as a psychological coping mechanism?
When peak oil is over examined you reach a truth that there is no real meaningful mitigation, not what I am doing in Panama nor what Ludi or Revi or anyone is doing really. All of these attempts at solutions are still taking place while being held within this unsustainable fossil fuel age that really is what supports us. We are in overshoot because of our sheer numbers and because of the consumption per capita that is to a large extent dictated by the infrastructure that supports us regardless of how we try to minimize our carbon footprint. So who is Ludi, Ibon, Revi or Richard Heinberg for that matter really kidding here anyway?
I have had to strip away any illusions that what I am doing for example in Panama is in anyway really contributing toward any useful mitigation since it is really only re arranging the deck chairs ultimately on the titanic. I cope by forgetting about the reality of overshoot while there and I celebrate the still intact pristine biodiversity and share this with joy with guests knowing well that my whole project there is an endangered dinosaur in a way.
I could post for example dozens of threads here on peakoil.com about Mount Totumas Cloud Forest in Panama, about the off the grid hydro electric plant, the sustainable harvest of dead timber, the successes and failures of organic gardening, etc etc. I could paint a grand illusion that this project is somehow part of this growing global community of the peak oil aware attempting mitigation. But ultimately all this is being held up by the flights that take me down there, by the money I spend whose source comes from the fossil fuel economy, the materials and energy that is still required to be imported into this pristine place to make the modest infrastructure there even function. I don't create these posts for I sense an inherent ignorance and hypocrisy in doing so.
That is the bitter truth. No real solutions are even possible that arise from within the fossil fuel paradigm we live in. We are only kidding ourselves.
Ultimately real solutions will rise the way Jack Pine seeds germinate in the Boreal Forest
That is why I say beware of the danger of over examining this topic. For if you have the courage to follow the logic to the bitter end than you must confront the inherent hypocrisy of even the most noble attempts at mitigation while being an individual in a population so severely in overshoot dependent on an infrastructure that inherently consumes way beyond carrying capacity.
There is no mitigation taking place on the planet today. All of the efficiencies we read about in earnest regarding green technologies are making our species more resilient as it bulldozes its way through the remaining resources. It is not mitigation. Are we courageous enough to acknowledge this or do we pretend that there is some noble exit strategy still possible?
We are all culturally living fossils, like the last of the mammoths in the Pleistocene. No mitigation will change this truth.
Live with the truth or live an illusion of hypocrisy if that makes you "feel" better.
Patiently awaiting the pathogens. Our resiliency resembles an invasive weed. We are the Kudzu Ape
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