by charliebrownout » Tue 16 Sep 2008, 13:39:44
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('Heineken', 'W')ell? Are you, punk?
I am. All my life (since my earliest memories) I've been outside the crowd. Never quite fit in. Felt uncomfortable and awkward around strangers, and a sense of conflict and competition with them. Didn't have many friends, and didn't long keep the ones I had. Believed in nutty things like peak oil (although I didn't call it that then) and environmental collapse. Was attracted to the empty places, to forests, to animals. Disliked most of the mainstream stuff, like shopping, football, and McDonald's.
I'm prepared to be friendly with people, but I just don't know how to begin. It's as though those neuronal tracts are hopelessly stunted.
Share your thoughts about lonerdom, whether you are one or not.
I may dance to the beat of my own drum, but I'm not a loner. Having friends and family are the best part of being alive.
As for liking football and McDonald's to fit in, I think there are a lot of people who find American consumerism distasteful. Some people just don't talk about it as much.
Even among Mormon, white bread, stay-at-home moms you can find a few that wouldn't mind seeing the local golden arches reduced to smoldering ruins.
If people talked to each other openly and honestly, more people would probably be on the same page than not.