Dac - I believe I am in two stages at once. Nope not bi polar. Maybe even many stages at once...
On one hand I am grounded and still wanton to change things yet on another I realize that this is all an illusion and temporary. There is even a part of me that says "bring it on" no matter what "it" may be.
I doubt few here have went to the lengths I have in order to promote change and to also make drastic change on a personal level. Heck, few here could say that they have done what I have done to simply raise awareness with family and friends etc etc.
Certainly some have gone farther and done more yet they are few and far between.
Yet all the while, through my up's and down's, triumphs and failure's I have maintained a faith that surpasses all religion.
I hope more can join me in this duality, an eternal spirit yet still very very human in this existence.
As the shit hits the fan we are going to see many losing their freaking minds, unable to believe or unable to adapt etc etc...
On one hand I wish it were not occurring yet on another I kinda knew it would come to this.
I do dislike those that have done nothing but whine yet they are still one up on the sheeple.
It is easier to enslave a people that wish to remain free then it is to free a people who wish to remain enslaved.