Death fills most survivalists lives, and a lot of us have thought about it numerous times (Matt Savinar thinks about ending his daily I hear). If anything I look forward to death, not that I am unhappy with my life or anything of that nature, it's countless "fun".
It's just that life itself whilst having some primitive points to it, has become increasingly pointless in this day and age. Where our vote (if counted) is worth 1/150000000, where if we breed we are just adding to overpopulation. People say it's a battle for the best genes to succeed and that is what drives us, but really, do the last few yeast generations before they kill themselves go "yeah we are the best of the best here"?
Even though I am rated well above the average human in nearly every criteria, I am embarrassed to *only* be human. There are faults in humans that we know will never be removed. So sure, I'll try my best to make this shit hole a better place with better people come collapse time, but I have my doubts about it actually working long term.
We can look at solutions to other problems, but when it comes to biology, and what we are, there's nothing we can do. Besides making ourselves extinct I guess, anyone preparing the flavor aid?

Bringing sexy back..... to doom