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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby AmericanEmpire » Mon 23 Jan 2006, 14:36:38

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'M')y God, don't do that, AE. I or someone like me will surely have space for you---and need you---on country properties like mine, assuming you're prepared to pull your weight. I'm serious.


Its been a bad day. I'm in one of my depression mood swings. Lately I've just keep having these horror images of myself being out on the streets and starving in the future. Under such a circumstance I would indeed kill myself rather than live like that.

I hope your right about their being a community that will take me in post peak. I wish that I could get the hell out of this oil entrapment lifestyle I'm living in right now. I know that its comming to an end and I need to do something else if I am gonna survive, but I just don't have a clue as to what I can realistically do. The time is NOW or never to prepare too. I'm never gonna have the finances I need to prepare and things are just gonna get more expensive in the future as prices skyrocket on things.

The city I live in is just gonna explode into anarchy at somepoint in the future. I'll be trapped here to die in a fast crash scenario. Everybody is gonna be trying to leave the cities for rural area when the shit hits the fan and they realize what is happening. At that point I'll be competing with everyone who is going around to rural properities offering help right?

I have dreams of joining up with some kind of back to the land community right now but like I said the only thing I'd have to offer a community would be labor cause I have no assets and I've never done any kind of farming. I'd need to learn. No one around me wants to have anythign to do with peak oil. They just keep on going about their lives blissfully unaware of whats comming. Its about to drive me insane.

I wished all us peak oilers on this board could get together and form some kind of big community instead of us being so spread out and amongst the unaware masses.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby ubercynicmeister » Mon 23 Jan 2006, 20:13:52

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('Liamj', 'T')hanks ubercynicmeister, was good advice, particularly the 'grin and bear it' part - most ppl will hang themselves if you give them enough rope.


LOL, Liam, you and coyote seem to be the only two who noticed, LOL!

Oh, well.

I am beginning to wonder if the reason that I (personally) meet with such success in terms of "spreading the Peak Oil Gospel" (if I may use such terms) is simply because my audience is not American?

What do others think? (I will *quite* understand if I'm ignored, LOL!)
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Heineken » Mon 23 Jan 2006, 22:47:30

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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Heineken » Mon 23 Jan 2006, 22:50:45

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('AmericanEmpire', '')$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'M')y God, don't do that, AE. I or someone like me will surely have space for you---and need you---on country properties like mine, assuming you're prepared to pull your weight. I'm serious.


Its been a bad day. I'm in one of my depression mood swings. Lately I've just keep having these horror images of myself being out on the streets and starving in the future. Under such a circumstance I would indeed kill myself rather than live like that.

I hope your right about their being a community that will take me in post peak. I wish that I could get the hell out of this oil entrapment lifestyle I'm living in right now. I know that its comming to an end and I need to do something else if I am gonna survive, but I just don't have a clue as to what I can realistically do. The time is NOW or never to prepare too. I'm never gonna have the finances I need to prepare and things are just gonna get more expensive in the future as prices skyrocket on things.

The city I live in is just gonna explode into anarchy at somepoint in the future. I'll be trapped here to die in a fast crash scenario. Everybody is gonna be trying to leave the cities for rural area when the shit hits the fan and they realize what is happening. At that point I'll be competing with everyone who is going around to rural properities offering help right?

I have dreams of joining up with some kind of back to the land community right now but like I said the only thing I'd have to offer a community would be labor cause I have no assets and I've never done any kind of farming. I'd need to learn. No one around me wants to have anythign to do with peak oil. They just keep on going about their lives blissfully unaware of whats comming. Its about to drive me insane.

I wished all us peak oilers on this board could get together and form some kind of big community instead of us being so spread out and amongst the unaware masses.


I too have lived in apartments in cities, AE. I was poor, although I was young. Then I came across a book called "Your Money or Your Life," which started me on the road to financial independence, which I've now finally achieved in a marginal sort of way. I commend that book to your reading. I didn't get into the micromanagement of every last penny nor the meticulous keeping of the "wall chart," but I did start applying many of the wonderful, simple, sane principles espoused in the book.

Another life-changing book for me was Wayne Dyer's "Your Erroneous Zones." It helped me get my emotional house in order and to assume sole responsibility for my experience of life.

I've also wished that POers could get together---some of them, anyway; frankly there are quite a few I'd rather not meet (and I'm sure that there are a couple who would try to punch me in the mouth if they met me). How fascinating it would be if we could have an annual meeting or something like that. I wonder if this idea has ever been broached.

Hang in there and don't get too frantic. The world isn't likely to collapse for some time yet. Try to amass as much $$ as you can with a view to creating your own rural oasis down the line. It's not out of reach yet. You can still buy 5 acres in a decent state like Missouri and put a nice yurt and well on it for $20,000 or so.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby crapattack » Tue 24 Jan 2006, 08:45:03

Heinekin, you're right about what you said to AmericanEmpire, and I'm going to look at those books you recommended too :)

AmerianEmpire, I sure understand your frustration and hopelessness. I feel panic every now and then that I haven't bought and time is running out, the urgency is very present for me. Sometimes I feel like we'll never be able to save enough for some land or I'll never get enough friends to help - there's also so much to learn and it's just damn daunting. I think Heinekin feels the same way, and Ludi too. They have land so won't be on the street, but we have to remember there is probably some time - the main thing is to work steadily toward the goal. If we have a sudden fast crash then we'll have to do the best we can.

For the short term I'm trying to make some money like crazy so we can buy land, and trying to stock up on some supplies in case. We might have to rent out of the city somewhere so we can save -- we can do our business from anywhere, so cheaper the better.

Long term, I don't want to just give up, because to me that is just death and I think there will be a lot of joy and beauty to live for in the life ahead. If I can help people live then I will be helping myself. By people joining to build something together, like minded people, then there is a chance -- especially if we can get a couple growing seasons in, get the animals set up and looked after and solar/small wind put in. I've seen some very inspiring examples of what people can do when motivated and as long as there is a willingness to learn and the means to we can accomplish much.

Heinekin, I too feel that there are a few on this forum that probably wouldn't care to meet me, and it's mutual, but some that I'd gladly sit down with. We could ask Monte if a conference or symposium has been discussed yet and maybe see if there is a willingnes, or maybe we just do it on our own with people we want to meet. Perhaps not many would come, valuing their anonymity. I'm a bit shy with lots of new people at once, but not with a small group. If it was a big gathering I'd probably want to have lots of break outs to form small groups.

BTW, I'm reading Dyer's "The Power of Intention" and loving it.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Ludi » Tue 24 Jan 2006, 10:30:37

My house ins't paid for, so I could be "on the street" - I own the land but it is attached to the house.... :(
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby AmericanEmpire » Tue 24 Jan 2006, 13:15:50

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'M')y house ins't paid for, so I could be "on the street" - I own the land but it is attached to the house....


I feel for you. I wish you the best of luck. We are all gonna need it to make it through this.

That would be so sad to lose the land you need and have been working on to sustain yourself with. I hope it doesn't come to that. The thought of being on the street is scary to all of us.

If its a fast crash scenario though don't you think theres a chance they would never get around to forclosing on everybody and people would just stay wherever they were? A fast crash cold be better than a slow wind down in that regard.

When I try to picture half the country out on the street and staving what comes to my mind is chaos and rebellion. Maybe I'm wrong but I dont' think the American people will stand for half or more of the country being out on the street. It'll be mayhem by the time that happens. I suppose thats the reason the goverment is getting the police state and martial law ready.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Heineken » Tue 24 Jan 2006, 14:31:40

Of course, owning land isn't by itself a panacea. It's only the start to the solution. Even with 25 acres I still feel (and am) very vulnerable in any sort of collapse scenario. I could easily be reduced to a starving wild man roaming around gnawing on roots. Or a gang of toughs could just move on in and take it from me. Community really will be the key, but sadly, it's probably the hardest thing of all to obtain, as Ludi and others have attested.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby AmericanEmpire » Tue 24 Jan 2006, 15:29:14

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'O')r a gang of toughs could just move on in and take it from me.


Yeah if you don't have property thats probably your best bet to live. Take by force. Of course I'm not up to doing that kind of thing.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby crapattack » Tue 24 Jan 2006, 21:08:31

Sorry to hear that Ludi, maybe you'll have time to pay it off. We've thought of renting outside of the city. In our home town it is still cheaper than what we pay in the city and as we both work from home theoretically we can work anywhere. It will save us money until we buy our land with the parents. If a fast crash came while we were renting we might get turfed out, but maybe not. Chances are the landlord wouldn't be able to find anyone else and they'd be hit too - it'll probably really depend on individual owners.

I agree with AmericanEmpire, I don't think the banks could foreclose on half of N. America. Imagine what would happen when the collectors came... they'd sure not last long. Just as when I hear people talk of huge work camps for debtors. I've never heard a plan that reasonably explains how in post crash you would round up, house, feed and secure millions and millions of people in work camps. Security and feeding alone would be horrendous, there would be many breakouts. But some would choose to be fed and housed as well in these camps rather than wander looking for odd jobs in exchange for food and shelter. Far better for the banks to just hold the deeds and become the feudal overlords.

I think if you were a PTB, much better to have a feudal system where the peasants lease the land from you and live and work on it, pay in labour. A meagre existence for sure, but that is what we will eventually revert to, I'm sure. Landowners will be the wealthy ones, especially if it is arable land. Even if you're not interested in community as long as the land will feed people I'm sure landowners could also attract 'workers' and pay them in food and lodging. It may not be fun if you're the worker, but it would be a way to survive.

I don't want any part of that. I'm sure, AE, many folks will feel the same. I too wouldn't want to take land by force, I'd be more likely too offer my skills. If you personally make it through the die off, I suspect there will be a lot of vacant land. The drawback there is I think community really is the key if you're just a regular Joe and need to survive with some measure of happiness. From community you can divide the labour, defend members and property, and have relationships. There are always politics in groups, but there are some simple rules that have worked over time for many many groups that can help make this run more smoothly. I think the 90% failure rate Heinekin refers to might be because they didn't 1) do proper planning 2) get beyond the planning into action. Member compositon is really important too from what my friend tells me. People have to have caring for one another beyond basic survival. You have to have more in common than that in order for everyone to work together and play nice.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Ludi » Tue 24 Jan 2006, 21:21:36

I hope if mass foreclosures begin people will stand with their neighbors and prevent them from being evicted. I will stand with my neighbors to the best of my ability. Of course most of my neighbors appear to be much richer than I am, but maybe they are simply deeper in debt.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby coyote » Wed 25 Jan 2006, 17:30:33

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('AmericanEmpire', 'I')'ll tell you whats frightening and frustration. Having no chance of getting to a rural homstead and setting up self sufficiency. I've got no assets and am stuck renting an apartment. Dependent on a factory job for your income.

I'm gonna be out on the street and starving. Thats frightening.

I might as well just prepare to commit suicide when I don't have any options of providing for myself.

AE, i also am renting and desperately trying to figure some way to make enough money to get some land. If I succeed, I will definitely be inviting friends to join me, and I won't charge them a penny. The deal will be: you stay on the land for free, you work it for me. But not because I want to be a landlord or don't want to carry my own weight. You see, I've got a certain physical situation that absolutely prevents me from being a full time farmer, or doing full time physical labor. I could do it for a week -- conceivably as much as three or four. But that would be about it. So I MUST get some land of my own -- because I will be useless to anyone else. My only other possibilities: I am a college teacher, and I can hope that will still have some value after the crash (doubtful); and I have some limited experience as a homebrewer (which of course I'm planning to start back up again soonest). If none of those pan out, well, it's standing in the street with a cup for me. Dear Goddess I hope Peak waits a few years.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby crapattack » Wed 25 Jan 2006, 20:46:15

Coyote, I think people can contribute in their way. As a teacher that will be valuable to a community. Amongst my friends one is older and physically frail, but very experienced at making intentional communities. She has so many insights that will be valuable and she can also take care of the chickens, they don't require much work as long as someone else does the cleaning. In order for communities to work we will need to include everyone, from young, old, sick and healthy and make sure they have a place and things to do.

The only problem I can see with you having sole ownership is it could devolve into a 'plantation' type situation and people might resent being the workers. If you could offer shares so that people could buy a share or work to buy a share then you will probably get a more stable political structure. Just a thought though.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Heineken » Wed 25 Jan 2006, 22:30:12

Crapattack, perhaps coyote's discomfort with his role as a teacher relates to uncertainty over how applicable his particular knowledge base would be to a postcollapse world. (Just guessing, coyote---correct me if I'm wrong.) Of course, knowledge per se is to be celebrated and held onto if possible. But some have theorized that a great deal of knowledge is about to be lost because it won't be directly usable and because most people will be hurled back to the base of Maslow's hierarchy.

But brewing skills will always be in demand, coyote! :-D

My own specialty of the fossil-fuel era---manuscript editing---will be utterly useless in the future. Thus, I've been trying to teach myself practical skills, including survival skills, as time allows. And my reading has shifted from fiction to nonfiction.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby coyote » Wed 25 Jan 2006, 23:15:25

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('crapattack', 'T')he only problem I can see with you having sole ownership is it could devolve into a 'plantation' type situation and people might resent being the workers. If you could offer shares so that people could buy a share or work to buy a share then you will probably get a more stable political structure. Just a thought though.

Thanks for your response, crapattack. I'm working on it. Yeah, you've got a good point with the plantation thing -- I would never try to take more than an equitable share -- it's just that I'll pretty much have to own the land, because otherwise I have a hard time figuring out why the group would want me to stick around.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby coyote » Wed 25 Jan 2006, 23:22:21

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('Heineken', 'C')rapattack, perhaps coyote's discomfort with his role as a teacher relates to uncertainty over how applicable his particular knowledge base would be to a postcollapse world. (Just guessing, coyote---correct me if I'm wrong.) Of course, knowledge per se is to be celebrated and held onto if possible. But some have theorized that a great deal of knowledge is about to be lost because it won't be directly usable and because most people will be hurled back to the base of Maslow's hierarchy.

Yeah, that's it. I teach art, drawing, illustration, design, advertising. Advertising I'm sure will bite the dust. (Of course I don't tell my students that.) The one thing that makes me hopeful about continuing to teach art is something my old teacher told me about Russia after he was there: those people have nothing, but they love the arts and continue to support them. Here's hoping that something similar happens here -- that when the TV goes out people will remember their creativity and turn to older forms of entertainment! If that happens, I won't have anything to complain about during Powerdown. I'll do without the TV in a heartbeat.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('Heineken', 'B')ut brewing skills will always be in demand, coyote! :-D

Thanks, that's one of the things I'm counting on. But I can't count on that or the teaching if I want to survive. I still need that land -- all my thought is bent on it.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Heineken » Thu 26 Jan 2006, 00:31:01

coyote et al.: If you haven't already discovered it, a great site to use to search for land deals is unitedcountry.com. I used to spend hours and hours exploring that site. The offerings are a lot better in some states (like Missouri) than in others (like Idaho). I too have been generally obsessed with the idea of land acquisition---a lifelong interest and pursuit of mine.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby crapattack » Thu 26 Jan 2006, 02:05:08

Coyote, being an artist myself I certainly share your discomfort about what the future is going to hold. Most of my friends are creatives, but generally I've found it's possible to be a lot of things. Really. If you are creative you are used to a certain type of problem solving and it is a particular skill unique to creatives that should do us very well in the future. I'm feeling optomistic today (tomorrow might be different) that as a long as you are willing to learn, and we have a bit of time, you'll get by. Some of these skills we will need won't be too hard, and easy enough for intelligent people to figure out, after all, people are living right now without any power and doing just fine thanks. As a part of a community you won't have to learn everything. I've found books to be a great resource and you can shift your knowledge base. My business will be useless once the we are no longer using our computers, but I am counting on my own resourcefulness and a bit of preparation to see me through (fingers crossed here :wink ) Yes, my mind is focussed on land as well and I totally agree with you there.

Heinekin, that link was great! If I was buying property in the US I'd certainly check it out. BTW, I ordered the financial planning book. It should arrive in a few days.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Doly » Thu 26 Jan 2006, 08:03:32

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('coyote', 'A')dvertising I'm sure will bite the dust.


I'm not sure at all. Advertising is the second oldest profession. Of course, it may take entirely different forms, but that should be no difficulty for a creative person.
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Re: Dealing with disbelief

Unread postby Heineken » Thu 26 Jan 2006, 10:12:13

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('crapattack', 'B')TW, I ordered the financial planning book. It should arrive in a few days.


You mean "Your Money or Your Life"? Great! If a revised and updated version is available, perhaps that's what you got. You're in for a treat and maybe even a "conversion." As I said, I didn't do the wall chart---I'm not that anal. What worked for me was just becoming intensely conscious of the money coming in and going out. Eliminating waste. Eliminating debt. Redefining my perception of what money actually is (life energy). And saving consistently. Changing how I lived, basically. The funny thing is that I soon didn't feel as though I was sacrificing anything. Instead, I felt truly empowered for the first time.

I don't know if it's still the case, but in the first edition the authors recommend using your savings to purchase US T-bills, which ultimately become the primacy source of income. I personally don't believe in the long-term solvency of the US government, so another avenue may be needed. Perhaps laddered CDs, plus 20% into gold (gold will not earn income, but it's likely to continue to appreciate). Something like that. (Edit: Whoops, I forgot: You're Canadian, you lucky stiff.)

Now here's the question: Why isn't "Your Money or Your Life" required reading in high school? We all know the answer to that.
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