Heinekin, you're right about what you said to AmericanEmpire, and I'm going to look at those books you recommended too
AmerianEmpire, I sure understand your frustration and hopelessness. I feel panic every now and then that I haven't bought and time is running out, the urgency is very present for me. Sometimes I feel like we'll never be able to save enough for some land or I'll never get enough friends to help - there's also so much to learn and it's just damn daunting. I think Heinekin feels the same way, and Ludi too. They have land so won't be on the street, but we have to remember there is probably some time - the main thing is to work steadily toward the goal. If we have a sudden fast crash then we'll have to do the best we can.
For the short term I'm trying to make some money like crazy so we can buy land, and trying to stock up on some supplies in case. We might have to rent out of the city somewhere so we can save -- we can do our business from anywhere, so cheaper the better.
Long term, I don't want to just give up, because to me that is just death and I think there will be a lot of joy and beauty to live for in the life ahead. If I can help people live then I will be helping myself. By people joining to build something together, like minded people, then there is a chance -- especially if we can get a couple growing seasons in, get the animals set up and looked after and solar/small wind put in. I've seen some very inspiring examples of what people can do when motivated and as long as there is a willingness to learn and the means to we can accomplish much.
Heinekin, I too feel that there are a few on this forum that probably wouldn't care to meet me, and it's mutual, but some that I'd gladly sit down with. We could ask Monte if a conference or symposium has been discussed yet and maybe see if there is a willingnes, or maybe we just do it on our own with people we want to meet. Perhaps not many would come, valuing their anonymity. I'm a bit shy with lots of new people at once, but not with a small group. If it was a big gathering I'd probably want to have lots of break outs to form small groups.
BTW, I'm reading Dyer's "The Power of Intention" and loving it.