by Ibon » Sat 01 Nov 2014, 11:09:34
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('GHung', 'D')esu, where's your sense of adventure? When I was 16 in the mid 70's I sensed that our civilization was already on the down-slope, at least with things that mattered. I quit highschool and became a hobo; rode freight trains around the country, saw things most people never will, and met folks way outside of my socio-economic circles who I never would have met. One of the greatest learning experiences of my life.
Get out of your comfort zone and live your life, eyes and ears open; mouth shut. Go shovel shit somewhere and establish a base of understanding that will be more useful than any higher education. You'll be surprised where it may lead you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RK8N6DjJcccOh, to be young again.
Best advice of all right there Desu. When I was also your age I rejected suburbia and I had this adolescent seething anger and actually a hatred of sorts of this American ideal of suburban life of which I was a product. I spent over 6 years wandering with a back pack, hitchhiking all over North America and wandered down into Mexico, took expedition length canoe trips in Northern Canada, hiked the Appalachian Trail and it wasn't until I was in my late 20's that I started to become "domesticated". All the successes I had afterwards had far more to do with the "street smarts" I got on the road rather than the education I had. You have no excuses. In fact, being sure of the fate of our industrial civilization should be incentive enough to hit to road and develop those street smarts. What do you have to lose?
One more piece of advice. Start to monitor you time on line. This medium is a huge ERSATZ to really living life. A huge part of depression, anger and frustration happens because your mind processes stuff but your body doesn't metabolize a damn thing.
Here you are alarmed and getting all this flight response adrenalin going through your body as you are learning the fate of industrial civilization while your sitting stagnant in front of the computer. This is bad news. You need to take that angst and hit the trail and an amazing clarity comes when you can physically metabolize the shit that's going on in your head while walking, hiking canoeing, digging in the soil etc.
Patiently awaiting the pathogens. Our resiliency resembles an invasive weed. We are the Kudzu Ape
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