Enviro, In terms of Karma, the concept of surrender was a necessary evolutionary step for me. The illness taught me that in several ways. First, with this illness, the immune system is already boosted or upgraded. The triggering event has been dealt with successfully but the body is still in "fight" mode and doesn't or can't switch off. It's obvious that in this case, emotional surrender to this condition, may help facilitate healing the deranged immune system. A constant searching for a cure, with the attendant frustration and aggressive approach, I figured could backfire. But this Immunix approach sounds different, useful. I'm going to look into it.
I feel that this illness is a mixed blessing and if I was cured I'd lose what might be called second sight, intuition, and the barely perceptible yet strong communication and communion with "other". CCrane talks about the experience of the spiritual adept being similar to that of the CFIDS initiate. I read some years ago that children of a certain tribes, (forget which ones), are identified when they're young, because they're always bumping into things--are remarkably absent minded. These children could be suffering injury to the hippocampus, so would likely be deep integrators and experiencers of knowledge rather than ones who have a more surface understanding. That personality type is likely predispositioned to shamanism, or shamanistic types of experiences. We had no place in society for them, but we're beginning to. This mode of being is essential to the ongoingness of humanity, and the earth is just going to create more and more of them.
The preachy tone that's mentioned in Immunex, Enviro, is unfortunate, but very understandable. People's perception of the implicit realm morph it in such a way that the perception becomes the reality for them, and it can be called neither true or false. Nor can it be said that it's subjectively real but not objectively real. These realms are entirely malleable. The writers Phillip K Dick and Robert anton Wilson have written beautifully on this topic.
My own sense is that we are indeed in constant contact with an invisible dimension, whether we're aware of it or not, and this could be a fantastic means of healing. In this respect, Immunix is likely correct. But then, that's my own personal bias.
Anyway, I'll look over the site and am very interested in what you are doing with the different healing practices and condensing it all down to something a bit easier to manage. Would like to follow that.
Enviro--Are you sick with something, if you don't mind me asking?
CCrane--I really enjoyed reading your post. Think you're onto something big.







