Thanks for the great topic Evitre. I'm right there with you. The doubt started 2 days ago for me. Questioning, again, the validity of the conclusions i've drawn re peak oil, civilization and the rest of my (our) lives. I'm actually questioning the usefulness of believing in anything, except perhaps love. Do you have to 'believe' in that?
"Collective Delusion" or consensus trance has been foremost in my attention for months. A while back, i had at least a dozen post-its all over the house with "consensus trance" on them. On the fridge, monitor, mirror, doors, car; The awareness of this trap though, seems to slip away without constant vigil. The last couple days I feel like i'm back down in the muddy waters of delusion. My email list of daily rantings probably thinks I've expired, and are relieved to have not heard from me. LOL. In realizing that I can't definitively tell folks where this is going, or share the mind-blowing awareness of mass delusion effectively, I'm thinking there is no real point in pressing the issue further with friends and family. Maybe they are the smart ones and deserve to be left alone?
Am i nuts? Yea, probably.
It's nice to come here and see i'm not alone.
Ryan
INFJ