by Nano » Fri 28 May 2010, 16:54:09
I've been here 5 years too. Learning about peak oil changed my life. From a happy, jovial and high spirited intellectual, I changed these five years slowly into a solemn introvert and alien. This happened from having being misunderstood by my peers, who have called me insane, misled, naive, misantropic, inpractical, and obsessive. Even today I have not been able to convince even one of my former mates that the oil age is really coming to an end, and *everything* we take for granted with it. The only person who ever really believed what I told him - without even understanding half of it - was my superior back at the first large civil engineering firm I worked for. His reaction was twofold. First he asked me whether he should sell his second house. Then he told me that he believed I had no future in his business, so he told me to find another job within 3 months or be fired. I got the same type of job at another engineering firm and never said a word about peak oil again, except online and while drunk (which i'm almost never). I've tried to scale down my consumption and increase my salary as much as possible. I found a woman who has all the qualities I believe will be needed, such as being street wise, firm, disciplined and familiar with devastating loss. She laughs at my doom prediction. Probably just as well. She gave us two kids, girls, and I will concentrate my energy on protecting and nurturing all of them according to my abilities, my in laws, my brother and sister and some of my and their closest friends too if necessary. I'm quite happy, although I don't trust anyone out there - though I don't drop the pretence that I do - and I regard humanity in general as a dreadfull and pathetic species of wasters and fools. Modern man appears no more than a blasphemy upon the earth. Even the occasional intelligent or good man I come across turn out upon examination mostly to be deeply ignorant. I judge myself no better, though I've come to gain greater understanding and respect for subjects of religion, religious principles and religious service. Best regards to anyone who came to read this far.