there's a chapter in matt savinar's book where, under "what should i do?" he mentions to accept death. and it's true. you can prepare yourself but if TSHTF in the worst case you could be against disease, wars, starvation, weather patterns, biological/nuclear weapons, the army, the law, the govt, and of course hordes of millions of armed angry people. as he says, you can pretty much kiss your ass goodbye. it's a safe bet things won't get better (transition to a fully functional post-oil civilization) until everyone alive now dies of old age anyway. so making peace with death is a good concept to keep in mind, to not be in denial of.
and when you really see the big picture, peak oil isn't just some isolated event like Y2K, it's a symptom of an economy dependent on infinite growth and a fundamentally unsustainable society. so hey! is has to happen! *shrug* we had a few crazy decades there but oh well, that's life!
at least, these have been my thoughts until lately i've been thinking that it doesn't have to be that way.
the earth could probably support way more than 1 billion (the estimated pre-oil exctraction population and projected post-die-off population) sustainably. perhaps not 6.4 billion at our growth rate... but still, if somehow people magially evolved past greed and the earth's resources were allocated fairly, much if not theoretically all of the world could sustain itself forever in a modern democratic setting. just a different one. if we could all magically set up agriculture and labor based communties, with bikes and alternate energy like solar and wind and without all the wasteful luxuries that we wouldn't miss if they were gone, future generations could have lives every bit as fulfilling, as free, and perhaps even as hedonistic, as the lives cheap oil affords us today. even china.
couldn't we? am i wrong? it is debatable.
so now i'm kinda mad. peak oil has the potential to enlighten, to set the mass paradigm shift in motion needed to progress past self-importance and materialist greed. the 90% die off, the eastern island amnesia scenario and being sent back to the dark ages aren't inevitable, but it's probably gonna happen anyway DESPITE the fact that it didn't have to. damn it!!!
at least these visions give me something to believe in, to strive for. and to stress out over.
anyway, just sharing my half-formed thoughts. i'll get back to homework now.



