For two days I've had a toothache. This morning, it was so bad, I called my dentist to book an apointment for next week. Dentist wanted me in tomorrow, but I wanted to wait and see if it settled. No such luck. By end of day today, I had to leave work early. By the time I got home, I can hardly see. AFAICT, it's an old cap coming loose, revelaing a sensitive tooth stump.
I consider myself pain tolerant. After various surgeries in recent years, I rarely take more than a couple of the prescribed painkillers, stockpiling the rest.
Tonight, I've been desperately dipping into my "stash". They say, take 1 every 4 hours. I've been taking back 1 every 2 hours, and drinking 2 beers an hour. Pacing.
It hurts, but is dulled. My dentist is open tomorrow, and although he's not expecting me, I hope he can fit me in. Although in discomfort, I know this will be ok.
Enough whining.
All the time, I can't help but wonder how this would play out in a PPO scenario, without a dentist handy, without money to afford the care, without a liquor store nearby, or without a crisper full of unused painkillers.
I expect that I would be begging someone to knock me out with a bat, and pull the tooth with pliers by now. Were this not to happen, I'd be begging for a bullet in days. What's remarkeable is not just the pain, but it's abiltity to incapacitate. This isn't like walking on a twisted ankel, or working with a broken arm (done that).
This is right in your head and cuts your legs out from under you. It removes the ability to make any but the most basic decisions, and even those are oriented to the sole goal of ending the pain.
Food for thought. Start planning
