by PhebaAndThePilgrim » Mon 03 Mar 2008, 10:38:09
Good day From Pheba, from the farm:
My father in law is getting ready to sell his cattle. A cattle man loves his cows, and my father in law is no exception. But, he is suffering from some health problems, and is 83 years old.
He has run out of hay because of the bad hay crop last year, and has no way to feed them.
This entire lot of cows, 12 of them, are all pets. He can scratch them all on the back, and he cares about them.
It's a famer thing. My husband is the same way about his cattle.
They care for the needs of the cattle first, putting the care and comfort of the animals above their own.
I asked my husband if he would like to buy a couple of his daddy's cows, just for nostalgia sake. He said "absolutely not".
With corn predicted to go to 5.60 a bushel, there is no way we can afford to keep them.
For the first time in decades, we could not afford to fertilize the ground. Fertilizer prices doubled this year from 31 cents a pound to 62 cents a pound for a low nitrogen, high phosphate/potash mix.
Without fertilizer we have no ideal what our hay crop is going to be like. Last year was dismal, even with fertilizer because of the freaky weather we had last spring and summer.
We are barely going to squeak by this year on hay.
If we end up having late snows, or rough weather, we are going to have to sell some cows.
Crazy! I feel like I am living in a loony bin all of the time. We are burning food for fuel. We have been having a fierce debate over whether waterboading is a form of torture. We have given the rights of the individual, as covered in the 14th amendment of the constitution, to corporations. Corporations = businesses.
We are teetering on the edge of a total economic meltdown, and people just aren't getting it.
Another million home foreclosures are predicted for this year.
The bank fiasco is just beginning the meltdown. We have only seen the first dominoes fall in what is sure to be a record setting tumble.
When all of this impending doom is added to life's local and personal problems, the insanity load gets to heavy to bear.
I had been escaping with my sci-fi. I watched X-Files, Stargate, and Farscape. It doesn't work any more.
My 30 year old daughter was just diagnosed with the same auto-immune diseases I have. I am taking her to my doctor in two weeks. Hopefully the same antibiotic therapy that has me in remission can help her also.
My father in law is in poor health, as is my mother in law.
My husband's aunt is having a nervous breakdown.
(my parents are both deceased)
This list of problems is no different than what other people go through all of the time.
The point is, how does one go through this, look around and see peak everything, global destruction, economic meltdown, etc. and still stay sane.
I believe that crazy is a normal state of mind.
A sane person would have to be crazy not to be crazy.
Pheba.