by mark » Wed 06 Sep 2006, 18:02:38
Last summer I made a bet with my younger brother who fancies himself quite the investor. It was a time when I was still awestruck with the overwhelming force that peak oil would exert on the world. Simmons was predicting a devastating winter with record natural gas prices and gas at $5.00/gal.
Ah, well, another lesson learned – be careful while you’re in the throes of new, seemingly world changing, information.
And while we’re still a couple of months from payoff, it doesn’t appear oil will reach $100.00/barrel this year. I have mixed feelings about that.
Sure, cheaper gas means less money each fill-up and more money for Walmart. But it also means the illusionary economy can keep chugging along – and with it, the despicable Bush criminal gang. It’s one reason I made the bet with certainty; the perfect storm of depleting natural resources, an economy based on the lie of infinite growth, a war-mad America bent on world domination, increasing sectarian violence worldwide – it seemed a no-brainer – and yet, what’s really happened?
Since I don’t watch television or read mainstream media, when I do, such as on my recent trip home to see the parents, life is truly shocking.
It’s all so normal.
If there is a world wide catastrophe in the making, you would never know it from the mainstream. Life goes on, just as it always has.
So what am I missing?
My own revelations have perched me far outside the norms of daily life. I now realize/believe that present day modern industrial life is doomed to failure. Everything we now take for granted will, someday, cease. Things that we deem important, things like a college education, good job, 401k, retirement, will soon disappear along with the orderly life of a material world. New age pretensions such as self-expression, lifestyle choices, self-empowerment and the emphasis on individual liberty will be replaced with Maslow’s hierarchy of needs.
Our world is so out of balance, so far from the real life of connected human beings, so intensely delusional that those trapped within seem unable to escape.
But I was once one of those. I escaped. Or did I? Have I replaced one delusion for another?
I have to ask myself, “What do I know?” If I answer honestly, the answers have nothing to do with peak oil, energy depletion, economic reality, or climate conditions. So, I must conclude that I really don’t know what’s going to happen. I don’t know when peak will hit. I don’t know IF peak will hit. I don’t know if our fiat money will wither and die, or flourish and prosper. I don’t know if global warming is man-made or natural. In fact, most of what I don’t know I see others speak of so certainly– on all sides. I suspect they really don’t know either.
I’m left with the certainty of uncertainty. I don’t know and I don’t think anyone else does either. Life is that way, isn’t it? Would it really be any more enjoyable if we could somehow “see” the future? It is fun to speculate and I’ve enjoyed those on the board who, with much enthusiasm, proffer their prognostications, but it’s all in good fun, right?
So I’ll conclude this ramble with what I know. On second thought, I won’t. Any who chance to read this cannot know my certainty; will instead think it just more rambling. Each of us must make our own knowing; it’s what makes the world so unpredictable and so interesting. I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else (well, for now anyway).
Who is John Galt?