by madison » Tue 15 Aug 2006, 22:48:12
I consider myself to be a somewhat Rosy Doomer.
The actions I take today I take on behalf of my three year old son.
We will be moving to a good part of the country - lots of water, good land, environmentally conscious people - next spring. Personally, I would rather move back to Los Angeles and get back into film & television production (which I did for 10 years) BUT I know it's not viable and could be a really crappy place to try to live in within a short amount of time. My heart is there. I love the weather, my good friends I left behind, the excitement of film production, etc. But my son is my priority. I have chosen to put his future needs ahead of my own wants. I hope I'm doing the right thing.
I will make sure he resides in a part of the country where he has a fighting chance at some happiness and satisfaction due to the natural resources. I will ensure he is educated to be a contributing member of a future community, with skills and a good foundational education. I will do my best to make him a land-owner and surround him with loving friends, family and community. That's the best that I can do for him. I just pray he's not drafted at some future point. I am very anti-war, so maybe it'll rub off and he'll be a conscientious objector like I am. I get so angry at the billions of dollars we are spending on the war machine that could be better spent making the US viable long term and invested in it's young people and conservation etc. Anyhooo...
The only hope I have of the future is him. I do thing the world is going to hell in a handbasket... however.... after all is said and done, I hope that he or his grandchildren will have a decent quality of life because of the actions I take today and each of my days on their behalf. Sure, I want to be OK, too, but realistically I'm half done, as I'm nearing 40. I probobly have 20 more productive years to establish the foundation of a good life for my child and his descendants. I feel the short term will be really ugly for the next 20 - 50 years and after that (with it's resource wars, epidemics, lack of food etc), and things might start settling into a sustainable way of life for grandchildren, greats, great-greats etc. At least I'm hoping so. Not that subsistance farming is terribly rewarding I'd imagine, but then again, is having an ulcer and working 60 hours in front of a computer and having the bill collectors calling all that glorious, either???
Anyway, I am very worried about future prospects, but work today to do what I can to ensure the best outcome possible for my descendants.