Hello Everyone,
I've been lurking around this site for a couple of weeks and I first heard of oilpeak a year ago but only got interested in it a few months ago. Everything that I've learned has me feeling so ill to my stomach that i can't eat and I'm having trouble sleeping too. I don't want to be living alone anymore as this is scary to me. If I weren't an atheist, I'd be praying hard now.
I feel like everyone has to be college educated to get a job. I've no college degree and I keep failing math so it's unlikly I'll get a college degree. I do have a basic knowledge of science. Ecology has been one of my passions. It so happens that I was born with a 95 degree hearing loss due to rubella.
Only 2 in 102 deaf ever get a 4 year college degree. I'm a graphic design major but i keep having a nagging feeling that art and design skills are somehow useless and given the shaky ground of the economy, a career in the advertising field is not likely and I've always had issue with the whole purpose of consumption. I do wonder if I can use my skills to promote an alternative way of life? A college dgree doesn't always guartee that you'll get a job in your field anyway.
About 70 percent of the deaf are on social security so you can see why I'm so worried. as for me, i'm thinking of moving to my parents farm but I fear they may lose the farm as my dad is a retired doctor and the tenant pays my parents mortages and if the economy tanks, we're in trouble. He's getting the rest of his income from stocks and he believes that stocks are the best investment. I'm not so sure given the recent trends. Plus they are old and may not live forever and i've no job and I'm hoping my brother in law won't lose his job at the paper mill. i'm thinking that i'll go to my parents farm and learn how to raise vegetables in my mother's garden and try to get any kind of job and I don't have any really practical skills but I've worked in the food industry in the past.
I plan to come home for thanksgiving. the rest of the family will come and I plan to talk to them about peak oil. I'm not sure my parents - especially my mother - fully understands what we're facing. I remember trying to warn my mother about the environment and she was like I've never had to work for a day. I think i'll have a better chance with my father. As for the rest of my family, My niece has a degree in biology and my brother is a computer systems analyst so he may be receptive. I notice a lot of you guys are in the IT industry. I'm a female btw.
I think it's possible they'll understand the seriousness of this. On the other hand, I'm the only member of the family who doen't own a SUV. My big sister on the other hand... will prove a hard case. she's one of those people who thinks the Republicans is the only right party. Period. No if and buts about it. My parents are the same way. My little sister is a teacher and I'm not sure how she'll take this.
I also plan to talk to a Deaf person with key contacts in the Deaf community tommorow about oil peak and I want to know what can be done. i'm not sure how she'll take this. Any other Deaf out there?
I can't do this alone and I dont think our 'leaders' will do anything. I want OUT of the madhouse that is the mainstream politics and the corporate culture. Bush and his cronies are clearly unfit for the office.






