by bruss01 » Thu 05 Jan 2006, 17:40:48
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('SeasonOfPain', 'T')his discussion is fascinating. I often wonder where people's strong desire to survive comes from, if not to:
a. pursue happiness without devoting all your energy on survival (I've spent my whole life developing my mind, conspicuously ignoring my survival skills)
b. avoiding afterlife punishment for suicide (I'm areligious)
c. perpetuate the species (I'm strongly opposed to breeding more resource-consumers)
I can see some deriving some basic satisfaction from getting "back to basics", but as much as I despise our consumerist society I must acknowledge that I am fully its prisoner, and would derive no satisfaction from grubbing out a living after a lifetime of living without serious want.
Really, I don't think I'm alone in wondering about this. I'm not suicidal, yet I don't have much to live for past the collapse other than a vague notion that I'd rather not "give up". If you don't have fitness, religion, or kids, what does a resource-depleted world offer?
??????
There's lots in life that's worth living for, regardless of how many video games, movies, fast cars and shopping malls are still around after the collapse.
I love watching the sun set, the stars come out on a clear night... I've seen beautiful meteor showers and look forward to seeing them again.
I love sleeping with my wife (not sex, just sleeping - tho sex is nice too). Every night spent warmly snuggled up next to her makes me want one more. That's a reason to want to make it to the end of the day, no matter how trying that particular day may be. Beyond that, I love her voice, her eyes, her sparkling wit, her deep insight, her strength of character. Her companionship. The way she makes me feel better just by being in the same room.
I love dogs, their silly playful attitudes and undying love and devotion. Given the opportunity I will never be without one.
I love making and building things, satisfaction in something beautiful or useful created with my hands and my skill. I enjoy cooking and eating delicious meals for myself and others. Tending a garden, watching the sun and rain work their magic on a few paltry seeds I've planted and watched with care, seeing the plants grow and produce, standing in the garden eating a sun warmed tomato fresh from the vine. Mmmmmm. Joy.
I love laughter, humor, jokes, bad puns, dirty limericks, mangled song lyrics. I love music, even if it is only my own off-key singing. I love a good book, and learning new things. I've lived 44 years now, and my education never stops.
The scent of flowers, the night blooming jasmine, the sight of the full moon peeking mysteriously out from behind fleeting clouds. Eating mullberries and cherries right off the tree. Huddling around a campfire with friends on a cold evening. Entertaining company. Playing board games with friends.
These are all things I can continue to have, with a little effort and good fortune on my part, collapse or no.
They're worth surviving for. Sure, times may get tough, and dire circumstances may arise. I think that those of us who rise to the occasion will weather the tough times and make a life worth living for ourselves on the other side. It may be vastly
different from the comfortable existence we currently enjoy, but worthwhile all the same.
I wonder, how can someone justify going on living RIGHT NOW, if everything they value in life can be taken away by a simple social or economic collapse? That person must be very "poor" indeed!