by Ibon » Thu 02 Jan 2014, 18:45:36
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I detect a wee bit of unusual urgency in your writing. Is there something that has disturbed you or is it just kinda getting a bit too much to contemplate in general?
I can't predict any better than anyone else when we will see a punctuated event that will disrupt the plateau and apparently resilient status quo but like everyone here I share the existential dilemma. One moment I think of my daughters, the next on my assets, my security in old age, the very fragile nature of the global economic system, my emotional and economic exposure to disruptions on three continents, etc. Lately I sense more that we are nearing an inflection point. I have been up in the US since December and head back down to Panama in a couple of days.
I notice that when I am away from the mountains and immersed more in the collective psyche of America that I incorporate the angst I feel around me and this causes me to see the world from a more worried place.
This usually dissapears when I climb that 4WD road and draw from a collective made up of pristine forest creatures

I am only partially joking. There is something intangible in the air in natural areas untouched by the human hand. Up in the mountains I do not fear death since I am whole and more integrated in the natural world. Fear of death and insecurity happens when your relationship to nature becomes abstract. Fortunately in North America there is still a lot of vast open spaces where one can find these John Muir moments
The vast majority of humans stay glued like JB Weld to their collective social world views, never stepping out to experience a deeper communion with the natural world. It explains a big part of Kudzu Ape's dysfunctional relationship with the biosphere. And the percentage of urban and digital dwellers only increases with time.
Grave misanthropic cynical feelings arise when I contemplate too much on that.
Time to get back to the woods
Patiently awaiting the pathogens. Our resiliency resembles an invasive weed. We are the Kudzu Ape
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