by AgentR11 » Sat 03 Aug 2013, 23:49:33
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('Narz', '')$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('AgentR11', 'I')f you want to live forever... you've not been living hard enough.
BS. If you love yourself & your life why would you want to die. Also, all good things take time. What is living "hard" anyway? Sounds stressful.
Not BS, just a difference of opinion. I think of life as something that is spent, recycled, and spent again by another consciousness,
ad proxima infinitum. Maybe I'm just good at shaping my expectations and desires to match reality, and reality is that all things in our physical universe have an end; and at that point of ending, there is the moment, and then nothing. As a Catholic, at this point, I believe in a spiritual after life of course, but I don't necessarily believe in any continuity of consciousness, consciousness being simply a physical manifestation of our brain's overly complex electrical&chemical signalling.
So, do I love life? I dunno, not sure what that would even mean. I do love God, my wife, my child, and others.... I do love the spending of life. I love the adrenaline of the moment, I love the feeling of my heart and lungs performing at a full 100% of their maximum capacity. I love completing a challenging intellectual project with value. I love to run, even as I approach 50, not jog, not meander, but flat out, full, long, airborne striding run. I love the exhausted, completely spent exultation afterwards. But I also love the restfulness of body and mind in meditation. I do hope in that last, final moment, I can see a body fully spent, and mind that has been pushed to its limit, not something wrecked by the casual passage of time; at that point, I will accept 'good enough' and be content to stop.
Stressful? without meditative techniques I guess it would be. But consciousness has its benefits, one of which is to be able to purposefully shed negative stress, simply by choosing to do so.