[JustaGirl]

I regret I didn't know about it in 2003 before I had children. I would not have had them, even though they are my world. I guess I'm glad that I know about it in the fact that I can get some preps on hand. Other than that, it is on my mind almost 24/7 & I feel it prevents me from being a better parent than I would be if I didn't know about it at all.

I'm still in the denial/depressed phase. I'm not sure acceptance of what may come(total collapse) will ever happen