[errorist]

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('bodigami', 'i') think this is crucial; we must accept our own mortality. with or without peak oil we will eventually die. fearing death is pathological... but is making rationalizations about it pathological? are all visions of "life after death" illusions? is life itself the illusion? and... what is too much "accepting"? can one "love" death?

[uNkNowN ElEmEnt]

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('Grautr', '
')
... That and the many other times on hallucinogens where I thought I was dead meant by the age of 30 I had no fear of dying.

Then I had kids. I may have conquered my own fear of death but the same thinking couldnt be applied to my children. I now sometimes have these horrible dreams where my kids will fall in the water and start drowning. When I jump in to save them I wake up leaving me unable to do anything about the situation even though I can be very lucid in my dreams.

Personaly I find this quite a dirty move on the part of my subconscious.