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I can feel it coming in the air tonight

What's on your mind?
General interest discussions, not necessarily related to depletion.

Have you engaged in escapist fantasies, where you think about places you'll go and things you'll see in the future, and if so, is it more or less positive than last year, on the average?

I am young and I fantasize lots and it is more positive.
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I am young and I fantasize lots and it is less positive.
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I am young and I don't fantasize about my future very much.
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I am middle age and I fantasize lots and it is more positive.
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I am middle age and I fantasize lots and it is less positive.
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I am middle age and I don't fantasize very much about my future.
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I am older and I fantasize lots and it is more positive.
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I am older and I fantasize lots and it is less positive.
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I am older and I don't fantasize very much about my future.
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I can feel it coming in the air tonight

Unread postby BlisteredWhippet » Fri 15 Sep 2006, 22:16:37

A day in the life…. Or actually an hour…

A trip to the post office


I downloaded my mail
Started to write, then stopped
Copied the addresses and desc. to a word file
Put them in theta,
Tried to ftp it to site, but would not work
So copied them to Olivia,
ftp from cmd line to comcast
printed labels downstairs
packed 6 boxes
loaded up the motorscooter
tied them down
stashed everything away and took off.

Cars everywhere- almost rush hour.
I look like a freeeak with huge packages
Get to the Post Office, fly by some doofus in a car in the parking lot.
Carry all 6 boxes in
The automated machine was slow
And had its own line.

Got in line.
Everyone is silent, figeting statues.
The air is dead.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'P')hil collins “in the air tonight” starts low.


Nothing but the noise of the sorters and the mall traffic outside
Parallels become apparent. The bright light of day outside the window
Against the empty, painted yellowing walls
I feel eyeballs all over me.
I’m nudging a stack of boxes across the floor as the line slowly progresses
I look outside and crows fly by streaking the sky.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'I') can feel it coming in the air tonight,
oh Lord

And I've been waiting for this moment for all my life,
oh Lord

Can you feel it coming in the air tonight,
oh Lord,
oh Lord


The line ticks over like bullets in a revolver.
Everybody wants to be anywhere but here.
The line backs up through the door
Spilling into the lobby

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'W')ell if you told me you were drowning,
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend,
but I don't know if you know who I am


A menagerie of faces
Blurring together. Blank, sterile
Strangely masklike, faces for this place.
The post-office mask.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'W')ell I was there and I saw what you did,
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin,
I know where you've been


The anxiety is ridiculous.
The woman behind me looks at the back of my head.
I nudge my boxes, and look past her.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', ' ')It's all been a pack of lies


Phil’s words rise with the drums.
Part of my mind switches on when I hear the chorus:

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'A')nd I can feel it coming in the air tonight,
oh Lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life,
oh Lord


Deafening silence. I turn away, and look at nothing.
Like everyone else.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'A')nd I can feel it coming in the air tonight,
oh Lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life,
oh Lord


Stuffed bunnies, along a rack on the wall.
Hanging at adult height.
I imagine babbling children
whining and crying for a stuffed bunny

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'W')ell I remember,
I remember, don't worry
how could I ever forget


It's the first time,
the last time,
we ever met


But I know the reason why you keep your silence,
oh no you don't fool me


People entering the building collide with the end of the line
And people trying to use the automated machine,
And people trying to leave
I see the young girl near the head of the line lean against the long table
I feel her looking at me
So I turn my head and look past her nose at a sign
And let my mind go blank

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'W')ell the hurt doesn't show, but the pain still grows
It's no stranger to you and me

She looks at me and the entire room waits.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'I') can feel it coming in the air tonight,
oh Lord
Well been waiting for this moment for all my life,
oh Lord

Standing in the post office.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'I') can feel it coming in the air tonight,
oh Lord
Well been waiting for this moment for all my life,
oh Lord

Pushing my boxes with my foot

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'I') can feel it coming in the air tonight,
oh Lord
Well been waiting for this moment for all my life,
oh Lord

Trembling with excitement

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'I') can feel it coming in the air tonight,
oh Lord
Well been waiting for this moment for all my life,
oh Lord,
oh Lord

I carry the boxes to the counter.
“First Class or Parcel Post, whichever’s cheaper”
His head bobs up. “Parcel Post?”
“Yeah.” I say.
He stammers out his protocol:
“Ok? Any Explosives, dangerous items, chemicals-
“None of that.”
“-liquids, perishables, insurance, today sir?”
“No.”
I push the boxes toward him. He shuffles some screens.
I take parcel post over first class a few times.
Shipping these packages feels great
Like taking a dump.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', '[')b]I can feel it in the air tonight,
oh lord,
oh lord,
oh lord,
oh lord

Each package I hand over I feel more and more relieved.
Even fiddling with the quirky little pen tablet pinpad is a relief.

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'W')ell I've been waiting for this moment for all my life,
oh lord,
oh lord,
oh lord

I turn around and at the end of the line is a stunning, exotic beauty.
Middle eastern, Eastern Europe, maybe a beaner.
Black leather skirt wrapped tight over patterned leggings
Every inch of her outfit was sharp
Her hair expertly tugged forward across her eyebrows
I nearly collide with her
Hugging the doorway close, as I attempt to leave the room.
I accelerate across the lobby, between moving people
Running my forearm right against the tall brunette just joining
At the very end next to the front door
I looked back a split second to verify
The shape of her breast, the softness of the sleeve
The way she caught her balance
Before she could turn her head
I was outside moving between cars
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Re: I can feel it coming in the air tonight

Unread postby PenultimateManStanding » Fri 15 Sep 2006, 23:11:37

Hey, BW. That's a cool song. You made me remember it. The one I like from that era is Tears For Fears' Everybody Wants To Rule The World.
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Re: I can feel it coming in the air tonight

Unread postby NEOPO » Sat 16 Sep 2006, 08:43:34

Pen - you locked those memories in their with drugs - try drugs to get them flowing again ;-)

I am not being sarcastic and saying drugs are bad - try them - again - really!! ;-)
It is easier to enslave a people that wish to remain free then it is to free a people who wish to remain enslaved.
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Re: I can feel it coming in the air tonight

Unread postby BlisteredWhippet » Sat 16 Sep 2006, 14:58:54

I notice that whereever you go in any commercial setting, there is always music piped in. I find it kind of creepy. Who controls the "soundtrack to our lives"? Nobody, its totally random. In most of these situations, no one has a choice NOT to hear it. They don't even get to decide WHAT to hear. If you're an employee of one of these places you're subjected to a continuous barrage of this stuff.

I'm not saying psychologically well-adjusted people go psycho, but there is an effect. Stores play it because "research" has proven it makes people spend mroe money. What about people not spending money? Supposedly it has a sedative effect. Music for people waiting in lines.

While your life ticks by, listen to Phil Collin's dark tale of revenge... loaded with brain-scrambling embedded commands like: feel it coming alongside waiting... then keep your silence... don't worry... and of course, hysterical trembling evocations of faith over and over, Oh Lord ad nausem as if he is begging for forgiveness for some sort of revenge.

It just struck me as beyond bizarre to have a dozen or so people, all disconnected, in a room, desperately wanting to leave, and being forced to listen to this song. It was background, but in a silent room, it becomes foreground. Its the music, we're the video.

If we didn't have something to listen to, we might break out of the consensus trance. We would stop impulse shopping. We would pay attention to other people more. We would talk to each other. We could exercise more free-will. The music means we don't have to do any of these things. The music, expertly crafted and delivered clobbers the part of our mind that was momentarily out of reach. Inside the zone, every brain's "Phil Collins" synapses are firing. Every time the song is played it gets inscribed, associated, wired in.

What is the effect of carrying around the equivalent of a jukebox in our head? Air Supply. Hall & Oates. Whitney Houston. Duran Duran. Easy Listening. The effect is simple: the music keeps playing long after we're out of earshot. Even when we're free and clear, and able to hear the more subtle sounds of nature, a stirring guitar solo rises up, and Phil screams out,

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', '"')I can feel it coming in the air tonight...."


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Re: I can feel it coming in the air tonight

Unread postby Vexed » Sat 16 Sep 2006, 17:28:45

$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'W')ho controls the "soundtrack to our lives"?


BMI

Seriously.

$360 a year ($180 every 6 months) to play a radio station in your business, unless you are a record store or are a super tiny shop.

If you don't pay, they come after you with their huge squad of lawyers. I am not kidding.

Bastards.

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PS: I work in a place that plays oldies all day. I want to kill someone everytime I hear "Wild Thing", especially myself when I leave at the end of the day humming it.
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Re: I can feel it coming in the air tonight

Unread postby smallpoxgirl » Sat 16 Sep 2006, 21:41:29

Cool post BW.

As for whether my fantasies are good or bad, its hard to make that break. More and more I'm deciding there is no such thing as good or bad. They are really just a part of eachother. Clearly a big storm brewing: wind, hail, tornadoes, lots of destruction. But after the rain, things bloom again. Was it "bad"? Was it "good"? Maybe it just was.

I really think Kafka was on to something. "There is hope, but not for us."
"We were standing on the edges
Of a thousand burning bridges
Sifting through the ashes every day
What we thought would never end
Now is nothing more than a memory
The way things were before
I lost my way" - OCMS
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Re: I can feel it coming in the air tonight

Unread postby Atlantean_Relic » Sun 17 Sep 2006, 00:28:39

I say bring it!!!
Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God
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