by PhebaAndThePilgrim » Thu 17 Apr 2014, 10:22:26
Good day: I don't post much any more. I lurk mostly, reading posts.
I just had to post on this subject. I always listened to Mike's show. I could hear him going down. He spent more and more time in the spiritual realm of Collapse. He was not preparing for Collapse, he was preparing for his own death.
While I agree that it is unhealthy to constantly live in a state of fear and morbid doom, it is also unhealthy to bury one's head in the sand.
There are times I wish I did not know as much as I did. But I know I need to know. I have adopted an attitude I picked up from Derrick Jensen. It goes something like this:
"we're F**%$#$, Life is beautiful". Can't fix it, can't change it, just enjoy the ride.
I think Mike got too personally involved. he never figured out he could not fix or change it, and by the time he realized that, which I picked up from listening to his show, it was too late. He was worn out, worn down, and defeated.
It is easy to be a pollyanna when your belly is full, and you have a secure life. Mike had nothing. He lost most of his belongings, his apartment, his car. All he had was a dog and a few personal objects.
All of this happened at a hard time in life for most of us. I am going to be 59 in June. The Pilgrim is 60. I have a myriad of health problems. Fortunately, the pilgrim is healthy, but he is slowing down. It's a tough time, and I can't imagine being in Mike's shoes.
Being that age, and having nothing, not even a home.
One thing to note: Mike expected some income from his 2009 movie; "Collapse". Sales were poor because the movie was pirated one million times.
I suggest viewing some photos of Mike in 2009, and then view him in his latest VICE videos. The change is appalling.
This isn't just depression, or too much doomerism. This is a man whose life and body have fallen apart.
At first when I saw the VICE videos I thought he was drinking again. But, his mannerisms just did not fit that scenario.
Actually, he put me to mind of how my Mom looked about the time she was diagnosed with cancer. Just my take on it.
Anyway, he was clearly a very physically unwell man.
Too me he just seemed worn down. I don't think it is fair to blame all of his problems on mental illness or "doomerism".
To me it seems like he had a host of problems, depression being one of them, and he became overwhelmed by them.
RIP, Mike.
Pheba.
We call it a conspiracy theory because it has not been proven,... yet.
To be sane during a time of insanity is to be insane.