by ReverseEngineer » Sun 12 Oct 2008, 07:46:18
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('tex123', 'I') have had many times in my life where there seemed to be "something in the wind". I don't know what that is, but to me it has always been indicitive of a big change. I don't know if it some kind of nearly lost instinct, my subconscious, or maybe god trying to get my attention.
I don't believe in coincidence.
I am not a big believer in coincidence either, thus the reason for the ?mark in the subject line of the thread.
I look for reasons and for connections, I don't think all life is random. If it were random, you wouldn't see the organization apparent in it. Let me give you an example.
Plant life and animal life diverged long ago, really this happenned when all life was unicellular if you go with the scientific explanation and geologic record. Given plants and animalsdiverged so long ago, one would figure if all was random that there would be great differences between them, but there are not.
Look at your Hand. There are 5 Fingers on it. Look at a Maple Leaf. There are 5 Points on it. In both cases, connected to the central core of the organism by a 6th link. This is how organisms develop, around a circle. and if you play with circles you find they fit right around each other in sixes.
You can also organize spatially in 8s, and other forms of life do this, insects and arachnids we call them. Its not quite as compact an arrangement though, and at least so far in this existential reality was not the organization that led to sentience.
I do not think that my life was ruled by pure chance. There had to be some REASON behind it, and I ABSOLUTELY could not have lived as long as I have if there was not. I should have died on at least 3 occassions, but I did not. I cannot explain this, I always figured I just got "Lucky". I am no longer so sure about that.
There is reason behind this all, its just beyond my grasp at the moment. I hope that I can figure it all out before the Grim Reaper comes a-calling.
Reverse Engineer