Dont misunderstand me. i dont mean Peak Oil isnt real or is a ficticious creation. I do believe its very much real, and its very much here.
What I refer to is the robbed lifestyle idea. I've always wanted an above average lifestyle. I have, since childhood, dreamed of the day I would own a fine sports Sedan. BMW M5. Aston Martin. Hell even a nice Lexus. And boy, did I work for it.
Funny thing is, I'm close. Sure I'm still in debt, still live in a "crackerbox starter house". People would lok at me today and say "New, he'll never make it". Oh, but I sure would have. I worked and saved hard. Not just for an expensive car mind you, but for the "American dream".
And I bought into it. I went to school, went to college, got the corporate job. I figure in another 10 years or so I'd be walking the walk, not just talking the talk.
But no. Oh hell no. THAT would be too easy. No sir, Murphy is a cocksucker of the highest degree so of course such things are not to be. I think for my age group thats going to hit the worst. Those older then me, they've had the chance to have that if only fleetingly. They can look back, when we're all living in squalor, and say "Yeah, I had a 5,000 square foot house, 2 cars and a Porsche for the weekend". Whatever. Fuck you. Not me. Know why? because MY age group is going to get hit with this Peak Oil bullshit just before we really hit our stride and start livin it up.
Those younger then my age group (30 by the way) never had time to start the trek to wealth and in fact may not even finish being prepped for it.
But I feel robbed goddamnit. No, life isnt fair. I know this. But seriously, this is some bullshit. It feels like if you spent a good portion of your life getting ready for a race, then you go to run the first race in the tournament and just before you get to the finish line, I mean within spitting distance of it they just call off the whole deal. Those who hadnt yet ran a race (Younger) can just say "Damn" and go home, and those older (2 or 3 races into the tournament) can say "Well, we gave it a good run" and go home. But my age group, we're left empty handed. Completely. We trained and started the race only to have them close it down.
Our lives will be, in a few short years, rendered completely useless and irrelevant. Went to college? So what. Had a good job? Wasted. 401K? Ha, nothing but a useless number.
So yes. I vent. I rant. This is bullshit. Sure, the future holds promise in other ways but that doesnt mean I'm all that excited about driving an econo shitbox crackerjack box around because gas is some arbitrarily high amount.
Sure, maybe it sounds selfish. In retrospect it does. Then again I'm a selfish guy. Back in high school I knew I wanted big houses and fast cars. And damnit I went out and tried to make it happen. And it WOULD have, if it hadnt been for some stupid fucking thing called Peak Oil that decided to rear its ugly head.
And so I say Peak Oil is bullshit.
Thanks for letting me rant. And oh did I.
PS: I'm gankin some fool for his M5 before this shit is over. Bank on that.






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It's too bad we aren't all actors so we could take the feelings of frustration and anger and say, "I'll use this in my work."
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