by jasonraymondson » Sat 19 Apr 2008, 18:34:43
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('Kaj', 'G')roup dynamics are so fascinating. You ever notice how some people, often the more talented ones, act a bit idiotically as a kind of pseudo-scapegoat for those around them, just to make the others in the group comfortable?
Sometimes life is not simple, sometimes people overtime are forced into roles that allow them greater acceptance of their peers then what they would receive if they were to be who they really are.
Intelligence is not always a blessing, sometimes knowing and understanding a little more than those around you can you put you at odds, and it is easier to take on a role that you know does not fit you then to argue and end up in fights over something that someone else will not accept, in a battle that can not be won.
We have an interesting mix on this board, we have people who are exceptionally intelligent and we have those that only think they are, because they have accumulated over time more information about one particular topic than others. The vast majority of us though are just people trying to find our way in life and who have joined up to meet people who are just as terrified of a possible outcome.
I know some people on here think I really am an idiot, and I know a few who think I am just pretending in order to win acceptance. Either view is fine with me, because I don't care. I just want to laugh and joke around, because if I didn't, I am afraid I would cry. The world is not a nice place, and we are just tiny ants and the magnifying glass just seems to get closer everyday.
I am not going to debate the merits of intellectualism, nor, am I going to state that I know something of such great worth in order to win some form of appreciation for my contributions. Group dynamics are interesting, and I also enjoy watching how different arguments form and then coming to understand why the outcome could have only evolved in the way that it did. Why each of our personalities allow us to create a community where some must hide and others must eventually flourish. I enjoy it and I am sure that on some level I am a better man for having witnessed the growth of this community and whilst I have not been here since its inception, I did join before the boom and have seen what events lead to increased activity and what has caused the decline in posting that I have noticed as of this year.
I know that a vast majority of us are introverts and that in the real world we would have a hard time articulating the thoughts and feelings that we share here. Regardless of how you all feel about me or how I may feel about each of you, please understand that I believe that each one of you in some way or another has contributed something that has made this site as great as what it is.

even Raphael
boy oh boy that was a lot of rambling