by MattSavinar » Sun 09 Jul 2006, 02:16:30
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')NOTE: Ask yourself this:If I truly believe that civilization will collapse and most of my friends, family and likely myself will die, why do I continue on? Am I to believe that this "crisis" will bypass me, or do I doubt all these prognostications on the inside and am willing to "wait it all out"?
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JC,
We are a short term oriented species. If I had confirmation that within 4 weeks all hell was going to break lose I might just throw in the towel. But I happen to think the next 4 weeks might be quite enjoyable, at least for me personally. There may even be a few opportunities to pass on my genes.
It sounds to me like you need to take a break for a while. Your brain is in the process of rewiring itself in a way that it can reconcile your awareness of these issues with your short-term day to day life. That rewiring process generally results in the person deciding this information is invalid (the "reformed doomer") or simply acepting and reconciling it (the "acceptance" phase). But it can be a strenous process, whatever the result.
The "reformed doomer", I believe, is somebody whose subconscious realized they were simply better off by not understanding these issues. If after coming across this information, a person is unable to function or maintain their social network, they are likely better off mentally writing it off as "doomer gibberish" or something along those lines. Basically the subconscious will then "delete, deny, or rationalize" away the information that was threatening the person's short-term survival. However, given the complex and volatile nature of this information, the mind can have a lot of trouble deciding how to deal with this info, what actually is in the person's best interest, etc. It sounds to me like you're in that stage.
I'm as doomeristic as it gets and I suspect that had I not found ways to use this information to my own short term benefit, my mind would have found some (perhaps creative) ways to delete, deny, or rationalize away my fears.
You're mind will likely do the same: either it will find ways for you to benefit short term in which case you will go into the "acceptance" phase, or your mind will find ways to delete, deny, or rationalize away your fears in which case you'll become a "reformed doomer."
There's lots of people in both clubs, so either way you'll have lots of company, at least on the net.
Best,
Matt