by sol » Thu 03 Nov 2005, 00:03:30
$this->bbcode_second_pass_quote('', 'G')o down to the navajo reservation and take some peyote or something. You can't kill yourself. Because "yourself" doesn't even exist. It's just a contruct of your logical mind. The same voice that wants to kill you.
No shit, go experience ego death, this will destroy your "reality" and reformat your "inner" hard drive. You are not the centre of the universe or the only" thing" with a conscious energy, Best thing I've ever done discovering the only infinite resource.
These indians were onto something with thier ritual use of ethnogens, builds great inner strength and empthay.
And always think of your Mum's (Ghia), unconditonal love is the most powerful emotion to overcome extream depression.
Maybe your calling, after you get thru your own depression, will be to help others, you don't need to "know" anything you can "feel" whats right and help them. After all you've got a head start on the sheeple.