Its an addiction of mine to be kept up on the news, I think I visit alternative media sites everyday. Its like monitoring the crashing of the world around me. I can't believe it could get this bad. The evironment, government, society, war. WTF is going on? It almost seems surreal. I really can't humor myself with the idea of living a peaceful, fairly prosperous, wonderfully average life anymore.
I couldn't look at a history textbook and read about world wars and economic depressions and think "I'll never see that, glad I wasn't around for it."
The human race is literally destroying itself and it just doesn't make a damn bit of sense to me. Do we want this for ourselves? We have millions of years of evolution behind us, millenia of experience, development, etc. After all that time, we still rape, kill, steal, pollute, cheat, destroy and whatever else negative and not mentioned.
I'm sick of this crap, when does the next meteor strike? The dinosaurs got off easy. Ok, I'm just venting now, but it really disappoints me that we've let things degrade so far. A stand-up comic once said, "We're the Alabama of the universe."
If an intelligent race visited us, I would be ashamed and then vaporized by one of their anti-matter rays.
I can't stand people that glorify ourselves and think we exist on some sort of plane that is above the rest of the creatures on this earth. If anything we are inferior to them. We contribute nothing to the environment (is destroying it our purpose?) All of our "accomplishments", language, culture, science, art, etc. are just gross, overblown misuses of our abilities that we were probably never supposed to do. We're the only one of our kind on this planet, which leads me to believe we're either freaks of nature, or aliens entirely.
Whenever I see children I feel bad for them, I think how sad it is that they have to grow up in a world with limitless potential but hindered by unlimited incompetance. I honestly can't understand how anyone with a clear conscience can willingly propagate our species in the disgusting and disturbed state that its in. We are eternally trapped in a nightmare of our own making. I wish that there was some other way to wake up from it all, other than death. Maybe I'm just weak, I don't have the stomach for the reality I'm in. Maybe I never accepted that life isn't going to be some fantasy novel with black and white morality, and the good guy always wins and lives happily ever after.
Earth will forever be a skid mark on the underwear of the universe.






