by Roop » Tue 07 Jun 2005, 18:48:50
This is my first post to PeakOil.com, let me introduce myself by saying that I am a 25 year old man who has lived in Louisville, Kentucky for nearly 2 years, I am a native of Massachusetts. I just wanted to share how I am dealing with Peak Oil and my thoughts on how I plan to prepare, please excuse my rambling style of writing.
I've been aware of Peak Oil for less than a month and obviously it has been quite a shock to my system. It started when I read an interview with James Howard Kunstler on Salon.com and went out and bought his book "The Long Emergency" and read it. I have to admit, within the first 40 pages or so I really started to freak out and feel completely depressed, it was suddenly like the world around me had suddenly become a living nightmare. I could not look at at anything the same: washing dishes or clothes, driving a car, taking a shower, eating food, etc. without feeling incredibly bummed out. I started ranting to my fiancee about how we needed to learn how to grow all of our food, how we were living in a dangerous place for a petroleum depleted future (Louisville, KY) because all of the crazies were gonna get us, how there was no point in me going to a grad school for library science since there would be no use for libraries when we were just trying to eat, etc. All of these things did kind of upset her, however she did like the idea of subsistence gardening. I couldn't even enjoy going down to my favorite local brew pub to have a couple of pints without thinking how someday we won't be able to brew beer. Another interesting effect of my Peak Oil awareness was that it initially killed my life-long enthusiasm for cars, something I could never have imagined. I suddenly lost interest in restoring the 1970 Saab sitting half apart in my garage as the idea of it seemed so futile and wasteful. I also temporarily lost interest in anything else modern like recorded music. The only exception, of course, was the internet (so I could continue researching Peak Oil).
The hardest thing in dealing with Peak Oil is that I am a depression and anxiety prone person and somewhat of a pessimist to boot. The first thing I've done in an attempt to salvage my sanity is to not read any more of the more pessimistic aspects of Peak Oil (great die-off, Olduvai Theory, famine, etc.). As fascinating as that stuff may be it does nothing except freak me out and cause me to start mulling my eventual suicide. I always had a hard time thinking forward about the future. I've been kind of trying to figure out what to do when I "grow up" since graduating from UMass with a B.A. in Communication in '02 and this whole Peak Oil thing has really kind of thrown a monkey wrench into vague plans for the future.
After the initial freak-out and telling everyone I could about Peak Oil I managed to push it to the back of my mind for about a week. This was good since I was able to enjoy the visit with my family in Massachusetts and I also had my fear of flying to deal with, can't have too much on my plate at once. About a week ago I type "Peak Oil" in Google again and here I am...
My plan right now for dealing with Peak Oil is to try to see how I'm doing now and what I can do to realistically prepare. I've realized that I am actually in not such a bad place in my life for it all. First, my fiancee and I live pretty close to most of what we need, she lives less than two miles from her job as an English teacher at a progressive private high school. The only real driving either of us have to do is my daily 15 mile roundtrip commute to work at a soulless suburban office park. However, I have changed my plans for grad school. Instead of a 2-hour roundtrip commute at to the University of Kentucky for a library sciences degree I have decided instead to apply to the urban planning program at the University of Louisville which is right downtown which I can easily ride my bicycle to. Louisville is also a fairly small city with a lot of surrounding land that could be useful for agriculture, although more and more of it is being gobbled up for ridiculous McMansion subdivisions. We are planning on purchasing a house next year in this section of town and fortunately the housing bubble never really affected this area, a good small house can be had in Louisville for $50-75k. When we finally get one I plan on doing solar electricity and hot water heating, wood stove, and backyard garden. The only real debt either of us have are student loans from our undergraduate educations, we have always tried to live frugally and within our means.
One of my biggest worries about Peak Oil is how my immediate family will deal with it. I've told both of my parents about Peak Oil and they have acknowledged that it is a problem. They live in a fairly good place, a small town in northeastern Massachusetts with lots of room for local agriculture. However, both of them have fairly long commutes to their jobs which are both vulnerable to the problems of Peak Oil (dad works for Home Depot, mom works for Verizon). They are in their late forties/early fifties and they will be getting older as Peak Oil becomes more of a problem. On the up side is that they also live fairly frugal lives and my dad is a pretty handy guy with lots of old Yankee know-how. I'm also concerned about my sister who just graduated from college and moved to New York City to pursue a career in theater. I have a feeling that large cities will not be a very good place to live in the coming decades. I am also worried about living 1000 miles away from them as I have a feeling that in the coming decades the world is going to become a much bigger place again.
I'll end my post by discussing what I am doing now to prepare for Peak Oil. I've been very careful about conserving electricity, not using A/C in my home, making sure I turn lights off, etc. I've tried to reduce my driving as much as possible, bicycling where I can instead. I drive an '85 Saab with 140k miles and I plan on keeping it as long as possible, I figure why replace a car that works perfectly well? Again, I feel very fortunate to live here in the Highlands section of Louisville where just about everything is within walking distance. We've also been trying to buy more organic and/or locally produced food and support local businesses. Finally, I've again been able to take pleasure in things like listening to records and CDs and watching movies, trying not to take such technology for granted. I've also started wrenching on the antique Saab in the garage, I figure it can be my last hurrah with cars and just because I have it doesn't mean that I have to drive it that much. I'm also considering a scooter or small motorcycle for commuting to work. Finally, I'm also pondering the idea of trying to hook up with some other Peak Oil people in Louisville as I know there must be some out there.
So I guess that's that, I'm happy to have found this group. Take care.